regarding loss
by JDavyd
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pictures
my pictures are all for nothing
memories
and what of all your memories?
can they mean a thing?
inside your heart -
inside the coldest place i've found
you've forgotten
what our words could mean
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in vain
lying in the willow leaves
forgotten words of love and faith
buried in your schoolbooks cruelly
by the winter's frozen dreams
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so i
i had to go find another
and in her sweet, soft embrace
i've found the part of me you stole
inside, my heart
is not the coldest place - i've found
that you still will
hide in my dreams
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in vain
lying in the willow leaves
forgotten words of love and faith
buried in your schoolbooks cruelly
by the winter's frozen dreams

the final hour
by JDavyd
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wrong - nothing is what it seems
wrong - only happens in dreams
wrong - when your heart is on fire
wrong - live your life like a liar
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i do not know if i'm awake yet
i made you a promise - can't break it
i can't lie and i will not fake it
i'm destined to die i can take it
i won't go away
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wrong - you were not meant to be
wrong - in everything that you see
wrong - you will become a martyr
wrong - can't you try any harder?
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i do not know if i'm awake yet
i made you a promise - can't break it
i can't lie and i will not fake it
i'm destined to die i can take it
i won't go away
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wrong - its the final hour
wrong - when the devil will cower
wrong - i have waited so long
and everything will go wrong
the rising mist
by JDavyd and Tony
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thru the dark and misty trees
rising now malevolence
in the dark no one believes
anymore of innocence
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grimmest reaper's sweetest kiss
broken hopes and emptiness
death lead into pain, sweet bliss
and life fades into rising mist
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martyred children of the night
rise and become one with death
slip away from the daylight
and enjoy your final breath
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grimmest reaper's sweetest kiss
broken hopes and emptiness
death lead into pain, sweet bliss
and life fades into rising mist
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where went the dawn?
so far away
we cannot escape
must we fade?
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grimmest reaper's sweetest kiss
broken hopes and emptiness
death lead into pain, sweet bliss
and life fades into rising mist
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dawn has been crushed
beneath my fist
you cannot escape
the rising mist
god is cruel
by JDavyd and Tony (originally performed by Consecration Sacrifice, carried over into Dawnrazor)
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i don't feel-
feel anything-
and nothing is
everything
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and like a rat -
is nothing real?
do you know
how i feel?
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when he is, when i am, when it's cruel to you
you will know everything, and nothing is true
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nothing-
and everything-
i feel nothing-
is everything
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when he is, when i am, when it's cruel to you
you will know everything, and nothing is true
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i need you
to get thru
is nothing real?
is nothing true?
winterland
by JDavyd
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when my heart is cold
and when my mind is weak
from thoughts of worlds of pain so strong
that i can barely speak
and when i think about
how things will never change
i know i'll always be the one in
constant pain
but i would wait for her to come
and i will wait forever
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and she says she cannot wait
but still she is afraid
and i'm down before her on my knees
then we're standing hand in hand
in a frozen winterland
she screams "please end the emptiness
inside of me"
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and when my vision's black
i let the time drift by
a fleeing spider's despair is the only one
that makes me cry
and when i think about
all of her pain
i don't know how i'll rise
to face the cruel world again
but i would wait for her to come
and i will wait forever
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and she says she cannot wait
but still she is afraid
and i'm down before her on my knees
then we're standing hand in hand
in a frozen winterland
she screams "please end the emptiness
inside of me"
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and i would wait for her to come
and i will wait forever
soote - third communion
by JDavyd and Tony  (originally performed by Consecration Sacrifice, carried over into Dawnrazor)
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i feel to dirty
to wash it all away
i'm so unhappy
she made me feel this way
you make it become clear
although i cannot see
and i have come to find
that it will live in me
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with my face pressed into the dirt
take comfort since it's known
i have nothing but to hurt
and i will always be alone
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forgotten memories
we are all just dolls
i run to escape my fear
and hide inside your walls
i came to find where i fell
with those we all adore
come in and find your own hell
if you can ask for more
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with my face pressed into the dirt
take comfort since it's known
i have nothing but to hurt
and i will always be alone
phoenix
by JDavyd and Kevin N. Martin
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frightened thoughts to tell
at a table, a story, to loud
about the lights in your eyes
and how you have said
too many good-byes
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so look away, look away
from the lights above your head
your eyes are too bright
they are blinding my head
i have seen the light
and it reminds me of your eyes
your eyes
they are too bright
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pillars marbled on glassy stone
we throw away for the metal of new
can you give me one reason
not to tell
a story, to loud, about your eyes
november's descent
by JDavyd
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my soul must now bow
at this vision before me
and how my heart weeps
it sits far away, it will bleed quietly
as my beauty she sleeps
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and how can we sit as the rain falls down
drinking wine that's mixed with tears?
and how can we stand aside and watch them drown
in a pool of all their fears?
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darkest is the night
to let innocence die
just to let no one see
and all the words i say
are just to question why
we can never be free
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and how can we sit as the rain falls down
drinking wine that's mixed with tears?
and how can we stand aside and watch them drown
in a pool of all their fears?
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lose every day
to what you give
take me away
forget to live
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as we descend
plague
by Tony
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its cold outside
i sit by candlelight
with pain dwelling inside
of me
i am this vacant beast
i am emptiness
i will tear you down
your fears and image of  me
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so i lie
so i die
let me go
let me be
let me out
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i am this vacant beast
i am emptiness
i will tear you down
you fears and image of me
you cry your empty tears
you hear your empty words
you fear your empty fears
so where is your empty god?
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so i lie
so i die
let me go
let me be
let me out
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your hypnotized
and you hide
behind your lies
and children's cries
we all turned in fear in fear and surprise
at the gun in your hand
and the look in your eyes
shots ring out
spirits rise
no explanations
just good-byes
we're all victims of homicide
so you take yourself out
suicide
the pain's too much to realize
that decisions are made
in the name of spite
all depression pushed him aside
and because of us
everyone dies
eyes
by Scott and JDavyd
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you stand before  me tonite
and what a beautiful sight
you seem to move with the night
i've got sharp teeth and they want to bite
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if you look into my eyes
you'll see your death in disguise
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i'm gonna drive you insane
i can bring pleasure and pain
the blood flows like devil's rain
i'll bring it all back again
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if you look into my eyes
you do not have much more time
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you stood before me tonite
you seemed to move with the night
and with this last fatal bite
i will take your life tonite
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if you look into my eyes
i'm gonna tear out your eyes
the window
by JDavyd
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time goes by the world grows old
and on your floor a pile of clothes
the world for us is very cold
your window never seems to close
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the candle dim, the stage is set
the cat walks softly 'round your feet
the house is darkened and quiet
my body warming to your heat
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i cannot hide behind the pain
there's more to life than the rain
i cannot find another way
there's nothing more to say
(but i will never be the same)
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a mist of love hangs in the room
and i could stay here till a die
the nighttime fails to bring the gloom
into the bed in which we lie
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i cannot hide behind the pain
there's more to life than the rain
i cannot find another way
there's nothing more to say
(but with joy there must be pain)
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the city's lights are far away
and like the burning stars they rise
the fading remains of the day
are nothing compared to your eyes
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i’ll leave behind what came before
forget the depths from which i rose
there is no one behind your door
your window never seems to close
this last moment
by JDavyd
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whisper softly into my ears
speak them if you won't regret
minutes pass and melt into years
promise that you won't forget
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my hands are moving slowly
part your lips with fingers, tongue
i can here you moaning softly
tell me i'm the only one
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and to a sea of discontent
the waves crashing over us
let us not lose this sweet moment
you're the only one i trust
ereth si on retho
rof ym treah
i ma uoy
uoy rea em
reverof evol
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i cannot see any other
i cannot see past your eyes
when we're close to one another
all my pains are seen as lies
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they cannot keep you forever
for our love is much to strong
we were meant to be together
this is where we both belong
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and to a sea of discontent
the waves crashing over us
let us not lose this sweet moment
you're the only one i trust
ereth si on retho
rof ym treah
i ma uoy
uoy rea em
reverof evol
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and to a sea of discontent
the waves crashing over us
let us not lose this last moment
you're the only one i trust
ereth si on retho
rof ym treah
i ma uoy
uoy rea em
reverof evol
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